Insights of my weight loss and dieting

Those of you who are following my Twitter and Instagram Account, probably have seen my Progress picture i’ve posted.
Over a Year ago, in June 2014 i weighted almost 300 lbs and due to a 3 months shift work job i had, i started loosing weight whilst working. Haven’t changed my eating habits nor did i started to workout.
Just 2 Weeks ago i’m down under 250 lbs. and still dropping some more. A few of you all have asked me, the following questions.
  • What did you do to loose so much slow and steady without gaining weight again?
  • What diet do you do?
  • Which workout routine do you have?
Well, thats easy to answer…
I haven’t done anything special. I just took the slow and steady route and have fun whilst at it :)
  • No special diet!
  • I eat what i like
  • I prep and cook it myself and use fresh products and create the light variation of it
  • Just way smaller portions per dish than i used to
  • If i want a snack in between meals, I eat a piece of cucumber or pepper instead
  • During summer i also eat a lot of water-melon
  • I walk most distances on foot or i take my bicycle for a ride
  • Drinking lots of water. 1 Gallon a day
And for all who also seen my legs. Please don’t be envious or jealous about them. They are genetically that way. I only need a couple of light exercises a week to keep the skin nice ’n’ tight.
So if you still want to try to get as big as my legs, talk with your coach or personal trainer about it and show him the pictures of my legs and ask if you can become that big without the use of steroids.
A little inspiration on what to eat, you always can watch out for my #foodporn tweets :)
If you have further questions, don’t hesitate to contact me :)
My conclusion to this post is…
… Dieting and Weight loss should be FUN and you have to do it for the right reason. Namely only for yourself to feel better and healthier.

The Upbringing of an only child in a very conservative and religious family

As far back as my memories of my childhood goes i was mostly brought up by my mother. My mum used to work part-time and so I was moved around from one to the other friends of my parents during that time when my mum worked. The other half of the day, my mum was there. My dad was mostly busy working shifts as a male nurse in the emergency room at the local city hospital. Therefore it was mostly just me and my mum. But my dad made always sure that when he was off work, that we did things together. even if it was just sleeping. You know he on the couch on his back and little me was sleeping sprawled on his belly.
That was how it was before i was old enough to go to the kindergarden. At that time my mum used to walk me to the kindergarden and then went strait to work. Kinder garden as far as i can remember was my fun times. lots to do and lots of things to discover and peers to play with. I even liked PT hours then, we mostly played dodgeball, which was my fav game to play.
Some time later, when I went to school, I was that average lil cute kid that everyone wanted. Till one day my parents took me to the doctors to get my eyes checked. I ended up with some very geeky glasses. Some of my classmates thought its cool and the others started calling me names. That plus the fact of my families religion where we went to church every Saturday morning made things just a bit more complicated for me at school! Back then school was from Monday to Friday Full day with breaks and all. On Saturdays it was just from 8 am till Noon. The other classmates got very jealous about it that i wasn’t at school on Saturdays, but what they didn’t saw was, that i had to catch up on the subjects they had on Saturday Nights.
During my whole time in School, I was being Bullied, Mobbed, got into lots of fistfights which all i haven’t started. I just stood up for myself and defended myself from the onslaught they sent my way. Hence i was the UNDERDOG, a LONER and always chosen last.
Although i do remember my bench buddy at school very well. He’s a GINGER, he always talked with me because he wanted to. Turns out, a couple of years later and all grown up into Adulthood we are both GAY 😛 and we’re friends.
Oh and big thanks to 3 of my teachers for seeing what was hidden in me the Underdog. My Biology, English and my German/Library Teachers, thanks again for all the good work you did and all the things you taught us. :)
In my teens it was very hard, lots of struggles to find your way as a 16 year old in the world of the Adults. There was no one back then who guided me or took me under his wings to lead the way and show me all my possibilities and options. All you’ve got back then was the usual suggestions from your parents like try this or try that. But no real guidance as the younger generation these days get.
Rebellious as i was or as i still am, who knows 😛 I got into a word fight and very big disagreement with the pastor and the church and the religion of my family. They where trying to put us into a Protective Bubble with no contact to people who don’t have the same faith as we did. So i left the charade and the religion behind me and concentrated on the real world.
Back in the real world, i identified myself as a guy who has some religious beliefs and identified himself as a bisexual. Hence i had 2 girlfriends. We dated a lot, talked and kissed a lot and did the usual things couples do. But it never came to sex, we always agreed to wait and we never talked about it again.
Somehow one thing led to the other and I ended up with an apprenticeship and a shortcut in business school. Got my degree within 2 years instead of the usual 3.5 years.
And that is all i say for now about my profession :)
That was a little glimpse into my past. There will be a few more segments about my past in the upcoming weeks.
My conclusion is…
… I don’t want pity. Go out and share “Love, Valour and Compassion” which for the record is one of my favourite movies.
so long
Brandon <3

Open Letter


Gay Porn Studio/Gay Porn Lover/Porn Lover/Gay Porn Star/Adult Actor/Community/LGBT & Q People and reader!

Disclaimer: The following article is solely my P.O.V. and doesn’t reflect the “general public opinion” or the opinion of any lawyer. Out of Respect to all the people involved in this, I won’t be stating any names! And if you know exactly of whom is  involved i’m talking about and want to leave a comment, then i ask only of one thing. Please be Nice and Respectful and also don’t mention any Names.

First I was gutted, after I read a certain Headline in the Media that was about a Year Old. Then due to my nature I got intrigued and did a little digging on that topic.

A dear Friend who also happens to be a CoWorker for some of you, got arrested and locked up in custody for allegedly something he did. My personal beliefs and feelings about the whole incident is “He didn’t do it”.

It doesn’t matter what the Media/Press, two Porn Bloggers and the Court say about that, because most of “the News out there”, is just “to Sell the Story!”, No matter the consequences or cost of people involved, just to have more followers and readers. All of that driven by a “small selected group of people” who want to push “the public opinion” in a direction in which “they see their desired end-result”! This end-result doesn’t reflect the true events that happened.

If you happen to be one of the few people out there, who doesn’t buy everything the Media/Press is telling you, and you happen to be good at “Reading Between The Lines” of a Story, then you might come to the same conclusion i’m writing about in a bit.

As the whole Story evolves, there are a few aspects that are bugging me.

First things first.

The whole thing is an Attack/Insult! Not only is it an Attack or even an Insult to the Person involved but also to the Porn Industry and the whole LGBTQ Community as well. You might ask yourself, “Why is that?”.

  • Because the Attorney General filed charges, based on the testimony of a pubescent teenager, who was rejected by him.
  • Furthermore, it was known that the so-called victim also accused two other men who allegedly have done the same to him.
  • Wait-up! Is this a coincidence that three people allegedly rape the same victim over the course of a certain time? I can smell a rat!
  • Additional charges filed by the Attorney General are bringing out the real Face of what they believe and want to achieve. Namely “Destroying each and every living individual Person, who is HIV Positive and don’t correspond to their ideal image of heterosexuals”
  • Who is telling us that they stop just right there?
  • Who is going to be their next Victim that they file charges against? Is it the Gay Porn Industry? Or is it your Boyfriend, Husband, spouse ?

Those where just a few points that might answer your question of “Why is it an attack or an insult to us?”.

Simply put It’s homophobia, racism, discrimination and it is a Hate-Crime done by a pubescent minor and people from the “public sector”.

That brings me to a few Questions.

Who of you believes, that this is an coincidence that the so-called Victim got allegedly raped by three different people? You’re right. That isn’t a coincidence. This is a SetUP! This was planned by the so-called Victim. Why? Simply put. Blackmailing. If I don’t get what i want, i’ll destroy your life.

After this, I was happy and glad that a few fellow CoWorkers of my Friend, “stood out there” and “Had his back” and “supported him” officially. But then as the story evolves a bit further, some of you where back paddling and pulling out their support!

Barely any words were spoken about this topic.

You have to ask yourself, if you want the same things happening to you as well?

I probably know your answer already. You answered with “NO”!

Let me come to an conclusion. The thing I read between the line at the moment, is, that many of you already pulled out your support for our Friend. It doesn’t matter if you’re the CXO of a Gay Porn Company or a fellow CoWorker of our Friend.

Therefore, we should all stand in unity behind our Friend and fight with him. Hell, there should even be a gofundme thing and charity events happening, and Major Porn studios sending large Checks to fund his “Legal Defence Fund” for this battle.

By all means, if you still support our Friend and I just don’t see it, then please let me know.

If, by any means, I stepped on anyones toes, then please excuse me for doing so and i advice and urge you to rethink your POV. Cool down a bit and then get in contact with me. I’m always open for constructive feedback and opinions.

END Quote “By bailing out on our Friend, you bailed out off your own life as well!” – bcallifornia

3am thoughts

I hope that ‪#‎karma‬ kicks that one person so bad in the ass, that he wishes he wouldn’t have lied and set the record straight!!!

… and with “that one person” i meant the “so called Victim” …

… the so called Victim isn’t a Victim in my ‪#‎POV‬, he’s the ‪#‎Perpetrator‬!

… because, there’s more to it, than the ‪#‎narrow‬ and ‪#‎shallow‬ minded people see! ‪#‎ReadBetweenTheLines‬ ‪#‎SeeTheBigPicture‬ ‪#‎truth‬

are you shallow or deep ???

That’s a pretty good question, isn’t it? And there is a simple answer to it. Im DEEP… DEEP as an ocean.

It surprises me though, that so many people from the Community and from the Porn Industry are pretty shallow.

First you’re having someones back and when it gets rough or the turn of the events aren’t what they expected… you know what happens then? They click their heels and turn their back on ya.

What comes next is, they start the complete hate speeches procedure.  As in writing pretty badly about the Person they just a few seconds ago had their backs. Furthermore, many people out there do this, without even knowing further intel or having read the whole story. Which includes to read between the lines.

I do read between the lines and also don’t believe in everything someone or even the Media is trying to sell me.

Furthermore, if i say to you “You have my back” then you have it till death do us part.

Due to recent still developing events and rumours i’ve heard and due to the fact that also I get “hit on” by barely legal dudes, i’ve decided to delete a few profiles and applications off my phone.

If you see my Picture anywhere else as on Facebook, Twitter and Instagram, be aware, try and contact me to ask if its me or not. And then we decide, if we Report it or Not!

so if you see my Profile picture on any other page please report back to me.



Good Afternoon my lovely ‘n’ sexy Friends and Followers!

Haven’t posted much recently, due to the fact that i try to not post something, when i feel down or have nothing #IMPORTANT or #POSITIVE to say. So excuse me, but i just can’t hold back anymore.

In the past week or so, i’m feeling like my body is in an vacuum. Feels like a suction without any release, which led me to some #heavyThinking.

All i can say now is, that thanks to a Friend out there who doesn’t knows it yet and the fact that karma has given me the kick in the ass that i needed, i now have decided to get my composure back, my feet back on the ground and myself back on track.

Just don’t know yet, where this journey will lead me, or even who of my Friends will still be standing on my side during and after this journey. But i decided to start this new journey without any regrets!

If you feel offended or want to spread your negativity my way? Then i advise all the #haters and #negative people to go on and #UnFriend me, because you’ve been warned. You’ll get unfriended and or blocked by me then.

so long,

XoXo Brandon <3

True or False ???

I remember the good times we had via twitter, and those times no one can take away from me. No matter if that was the truth or if it was false!

Where these times true or where these times just another dream of mine??? I can’t state the one without mentioning the other!

Was it too good to have a “Hot Hunky Stud” following me and being one of my best Twitter friends??? Including we wanted to take the friendship into IRL.

We connected mostly on twitter… Had pretty good times and conversations. Also his pictures seemed to be true. What was the point? Did I pushed too hard or was it just a flake?

And then sometime end of may 2011 I got a Direct Message from his account stating “he Passed away on his vacations with his Boyfriend in Mexico!“…

What a bummer!

I didn’t know how I should post this, besides i didn’t found the right words to describe the whole situation, so that’s why I’m doing it now.

If this story is true, then I’m very sorry that a good hearted hot hunky guy passed away! But if that’s just another fake, then I’m just sorry that he thought he needed to fake things just to be friends with me!

I’m not stating here which of the two versions is true! Because I don’t know it myself.

I only can close my today’s post with following suggestions if you want to be a friend to me:

  • Be Real
  • Don’t lie to me! And with that I mean the bigger lies! (we all know those small “white lies” about the Name bc who is living under his real name in the Internet???)
  • Try “to be honest as possible” and don’t take the easy way! The longer and harder way is, is way the best in the end ;))

XoXo Brandon <3